Friday, December 18, 2009

SECOND CHANCE


It's another morning. Again I have to go to office. Ohh, this is me… I shouted having a glance on my snap in today's news paper. But what is it doing in the death column?? Strange…

One second... Let me think, last night when I was going to bed I had a severe pain in my chest, but I don't remember anything after that, I think I had a sound sleep.

Its morning now, ohh….. It's already 10:00 AM, where is my coffee?I will be late for office and my boss will get a chance to irritate me.Where is everyone…??? I screamed. "I think there is a crowd outside my room, let me check." I said to myself. So many people….. Not all of them crying… But why some of them crying… WHAT IS THIS??? I m laying there on the floor… "I AM HERE" … I shouted!!! No one listened. "LOOK I AM NOT DEAD" … I screamed once again!!! No one is interested in me. They all were looking me on the bed. I went back to my bedroom. "Am I dead??" I asked myself.

Where is my wife, my children, my mom-dad, my friends? I found them in the next room, all of them were crying… still trying to console each other. My wife was crying… she was really looking sad. My little kid was not sure what happened, but he was crying just coz his mom was sad. How can I go without saying my kid that I really love him, I really do care of him. ?? How can I go without saying my wife that she is really most beautiful and most caring wife in this world..??

How can I go without saying my parents that I m … just because of u ??How can I go without telling my friends that without them perhapsI have done most of the wrong things in my life… thanks for being therealways when I need them… and sorry for not being there when they really need me..I can see a person standing in the corner and trying to hide his tears…Ohh… he was once my best friend, but a small misunderstanding made us part, and we both have strong enough ego to keep us disconnect.

I went there.. And offered him my hand, "Dear friend… I just want to say sorry for everything, we r still best friend, please forgive me."No response from other side, what the hell?? He is still preserving his ego, I am saying sorry… even then!!! I really don't care for such people.But one second…. it seems he is not able to see me!!!! He did not see my extended hand. My goodness… AM I REALLY DEAD??? I just sat down near ME; I was also feeling like crying… "OHH ALMIGHTY!!!! PLEASE JUST GIVE ME FEW MORE DAYS…"

I just wasn't to make my wife, my parents; my friends realize that how much I love them. My wife entered in the room, she looks beautiful. "YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL" I shouted. She didn't hear my words, in fact she never heard these words because I never said this to her."GOD!!!!" I screamed… a little more time please. I cried…

One more chance please… to hug my child, to make my mom smile just once, to feel my dad proud on me at least for a moment, to say sorry to my friends for everything I have not given to them, and thanks for still being in my life….Then I looked up and cried. I shouted.. "GOD!!!! ONE MORE CHANCE PLEASE""You shouted in your sleep," said my wife as she gently woke me up.

"Did you have a nightmare?" I was sleeping.Ohh that was just a dream…. My wife was there… she can hear me… This is the happiest moment of my life… I hugged her and whispered…. "U R THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND CARING WIFE IN THIS UNIVERSE…. I REALLY LOVE U DEAR"I can't understand the reason of the smile on her face with some tears in her eyes, still I m happy…. :)"THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SECOND CHANCE."

THING TO REMEMBER:
It is not late.. let us forget our egos, past… and express our love to others………. Let us be friendly… let us keep smiling and be happy for ever… let us not hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal our energy and keep us away from love. Let us do it, so that we may not have to beg for ‘A SECOND CHANCE’.

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